Long Time NO BLOGGGGGG~~

Yea...i've been so busy since i went back to Geylang Methodist Pri Schl.
感觉像以前一样，很熟悉的环境，就好像昨天还在讲课骂人一样。但是，现在身份不一样了。
They said 5 weeks of Teaching Assistantship is easy to get "bua long long" one.
But for me is not....
I am like A Lesson plans-worksheets-ppt slides making-ideas-marking-reflection writing MACHINE!
i'll try my best to do anything even if i dont really like it.
that why i streess myself a lotssss....
but to end this misery?
i heard some of my friends are quiting to be a teacher,they want to do what they wanted to do so much.
i am so envy of them.
But can i just be so degage like them?
I cant, and i dont dare too. I AM COWARD Iadmit,i afraid of changes and changes make me feel so uneasy....

But they are also people who are just so eager in teaching, they enlighted me also .
I am LOST, so Lost....
有人告诉我，我的笑容和以前相比起来，少了；给人的感觉，严肃了，紧绷了。
也有人觉得我很神奇，问我：为什么你竟然可以做自己不喜欢的事，而且还做得很好。
我知道的，因为我实在撑得辛苦；

Anyway, all i can do now is to keep struggling...strugglinggg...struggllliiinngggggg

p/s: 给2LOVE的宇杰，为什么你字宝宝的盒子里，装的是大条装的无比膏，字宝宝却只有几张呢？其他的字宝宝哪儿去了？看到你发现字宝宝盒子里，装的是无比膏时的样子，一脸迷茫，超可爱的~~~